My sweetest little Angel.
Wishing you were here my darling and enjoying some sweet chocolate with your brother's and sister's. I think of you every minute of every day and miss you so much my heart aches.
I love you darling xxx

A quick poem by mummy xxx

I love you Matty sweetheart,
I think of you every day,
I kiss your photo every night,
and the start of every day.
You should be here my baby boy,
to hold and kiss your face,
unfortunately this was taken away,
by God's own mighty grace xxx
7th February 2009 C.MacAlister-Cottrill

Ask my mum how she is....

My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.

Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.

Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?

Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.

Ask my Mum how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.

She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.

I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug her from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.

On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told!"

Another year!

As we say goodbye to another year,
I sit and wipe away the tears,
That fall because we miss you so,
Our little boy who had to go.

With every day that you're not here,
It's hard to find some joyous cheer,
To spread and see the New Year through,
Without it filled with presence of you.

We love you Matty, and love we send,
Through broken hearts that will not mend,
Is a love that is so pure and true,
And every day it's sent to you xxx

Dear little matty-ray.

juus sendin a little message to wish u a very happy 1st birthday.
to tell you that you are much loved and missed and we had a very special party to cellebrate u birthday.
you will always be in our hearts and thoughts, and one day we will get to meet u and see how beutiful u are.
u have five gorgeous bothers and five gorgeous sisters.
and a muched loved mummy and daddy.
R.I.P little man so much love and peace u cusion rose. second cusion tilly and your aunty clair.

My beautiful son

I can't believe that you are nearly nine months old and I don't know you, in my heart you are my forever newborn, my sweet 8lb 3oz dark haired beauty. I so wish I could have you here, growing into a cheeky little boy, maybe crawling, pulling yourself up and being a bundle of cheeky giggles. Matty, I miss you so very much, my love for you empower's me to be the best mummy I can for your brother's and sister's. I love you my darling, I think of you every minute of every day and keep you alive in my heart, every beat is a beat for you and me.
Love you my darling
Mummy xxx

My beautiful Angel

My sweetest most precious baby boy. It's 24 weeks ago today since you grew your wings. I miss you so very much and can't believe how quickly time has flown by. I love you my darling and will carry you in my heart forever xxx

from your angel on mothers day

A kiss to you on mothers day
A hug from me to you
I know that you are sad sometimes
I know that you are blue

Please wipe away that tear
put on a happy face
For I'm with god in heaven now
Oh Mummy what a wonderful place

God gave me wings so i could fly
they are white with a hint of blue
I'm a big boy mummy, with these wings of mine
they carry me down to visit you

God is teaching me how to catch your prayers
prayers that come as wishes
your wish is the same everyday
a wish that i could have stayed

I have a prayer for you now mummy
i pray that you will hear
god needed me here with him
i have no pain or fear

For i am an Angel now you see
i watch over you each night and day
a little piece of heaven on earth
guiding you on your way

I come to tuck you in each night
as you wanted to do with me
i hear your prayers and kiss your cheek
then i watch you dream

before i leave and go back home
i look at you and sigh
and as i fly back to heaven
i sing you a lull-a-bye

A kiss to you on mothers day
a hug from me to you
i love you mummy, please don't cry
You'll get to hold me soon.

Happy three month Angelversaryxx

Hello my darling, just popping in to say happy three month Angelversary for yesturday sweetheart.

I love and miss you terribly my Angel.

Lots of love and squidgy hugs sprinkled with a million kisses
Mummy xxx

Happy Valentines!

To the little man who has stolen my heart,
Though this year we are apart,
I want to send to Heaven above,
A heart that is filled with Valentine love!

I love you my darling Angel Toes, I feel you around now so please come more often and let that sweet smell you bring fill my heart. Matty-Ray, you are my precious, precious boy and we all love and miss you dearly.

Lots of hugs and floaty kisses my darling
Mummy xxx