| Location | Watford |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 11/2007 |
| Date of Death | 11/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,478 since 28/11/2007 |
| Creator |
Lil Matty-Ray
18th November 2007 was born sleeping with the angels.
Missed by five big brothers and five big sisters.
Born after a complete placental abruption.
Sweet Widdle Man, nothing could begin to put into words the pain that we feel in our hearts because you are not with us. The biggest question we ask is WHY????
I can not believe we were so close to holding you sweet baby boy, we feel so cheated that we will never get the chance to see your beautiful eyes, hear your beautiful voice or to watch you grow.
We had very few precious cuddles but we will always hold them dear in our hearts.
We love you Matty.....
Good Night Our Widdle Man!
Good night, sleep tight our Widdle Man,
Lay down your precious head,
Let the Angel's up in Heaven,
Tuck you softly in your bed.
Catch our kisses baby boy,
From morn to the stillest night,
Remember that our biggest wish,
Is to hold our baby tight.
Now be a good boy Angel toes,
It's going to be a while,
Before we're all as one again,
And our hearts will learn to smile.
Until such time our precious boy,
Never feel that you're alone,
Every day we'll pray to God,
To keep you safe until we're all home.
Until we are all together again sweet Angel......We love you.
From Mummy to Matty x
If I could make one wish come true,
I'd spend five minutes just me and you,
I'd hold you close and kiss your cheek,
Take in your tiny shaped physique,
Stroke your hair so dark and shiny,
Hold your hand so soft and tiny,
Memorise those little feet,
Smell your scent so baby sweet,
You've filled my heart with pride and joy,
I love and miss you baby boy
x ♥ x
C.M-C 2010
A beautiful poem by Doris Stokes found by Aunty Tina for you
In a baby castle just beyond my eye,
My baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who am I to wish him back,
Into this world of strife?
No, play on my baby,
You have eternal life.
At night when all is silent
And sleep forsakes my eyes
I’ll hear his tiny footsteps come running to my side.
His little hands caress me, so tenderly and sweet.
I’ll breathe a prayer and close my eyes and embrace him in my sleep.
Now I have a treasure that I rate above all other,
I have known true glory – I am still his mother
Loving and missing you so much gorgeous, hope you're being a good boy and playing with your Angel friends x Perhaps mummy will keep her login details written down safely now xxx
My sweetest little Angel.
Wishing you were here my darling and enjoying some sweet chocolate with your brother's and sister's. I think of you every minute of every day and miss you so much my heart aches.
I love you darling xxx
A quick poem by mummy xxx
I love you Matty sweetheart,
I think of you every day,
I kiss your photo every night,
and the start of every day.
You should be here my baby boy,
to hold and kiss your face,
unfortunately this was taken away,
by God's own mighty grace xxx
7th February 2009 C.MacAlister-Cottrill
Ask my mum how she is....
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug her from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told!"
Another year!
As we say goodbye to another year,
I sit and wipe away the tears,
That fall because we miss you so,
Our little boy who had to go.
With every day that you're not here,
It's hard to find some joyous cheer,
To spread and see the New Year through,
Without it filled with presence of you.
We love you Matty, and love we send,
Through broken hearts that will not mend,
Is a love that is so pure and true,
And every day it's sent to you xxx
Dear little matty-ray.
juus sendin a little message to wish u a very happy 1st birthday.
to tell you that you are much loved and missed and we had a very special party to cellebrate u birthday.
you will always be in our hearts and thoughts, and one day we will get to meet u and see how beutiful u are.
u have five gorgeous bothers and five gorgeous sisters.
and a muched loved mummy and daddy.
R.I.P little man so much love and peace u cusion rose. second cusion tilly and your aunty clair.
My beautiful son
I can't believe that you are nearly nine months old and I don't know you, in my heart you are my forever newborn, my sweet 8lb 3oz dark haired beauty. I so wish I could have you here, growing into a cheeky little boy, maybe crawling, pulling yourself up and being a bundle of cheeky giggles. Matty, I miss you so very much, my love for you empower's me to be the best mummy I can for your brother's and sister's. I love you my darling, I think of you every minute of every day and keep you alive in my heart, every beat is a beat for you and me.
Love you my darling
Mummy xxx
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